Aril - Andainya Aku Pergi Dulu

Andainya aku pergi dulu sebelummu

Janganlah kau bersedih hati
Andainya aku tiada lagi di sisimu
Janganlah kau memencil diri
Bayangkanlah masa-masa bahagia
Semasa engkau dan aku
Bermesra di langit biru
Di waktu kasih berpadu

Andainya engkau pergi dulu sebelumku
Mestikah aku hidup melara
Andainya engkau tiada lagi di sisiku
Mestikah aku kecewa

Ku percaya kau selalu di sisiku
Walaupun jasadmu tiada
Walau di mana kau berada
Kasihku takkan berubah

Di pohon cemara ku ukirkan kata cinta
Bulan tersenyum dan bersinar
Berguguran daun jatuh lembut ke rambutmu
Meraikan suasana indah
Di sini ku berjanji disaksi rembulan
Andainya ku pergi dulu
Jikalau ku pergi dulu
Ku nantimu di pintu syurga

I'm Supporting Earth Hour~!!

To show my support for Earth Hour im not going to be  online for one hour

and switching of all the lights in my house.yeay! For me this is a cool thing..

Diary For A Moment~

Malam ni terasa lah . Tak tau kenapa.. dah boring sgt2 ..

SHOPPING-STRAWBERI

Inilah kerja aku ... shopping..shopping..shopping.. duit habis beli shawl jer kerja nyer wakakaka what can i say.. shawls is my latest addiction besides guitar hero..lalalalala~

  

Diary for a moment~

hey, just taken my bath..my hair's wet waiting it to dry..while watching the victoria secret fashion show 2008..im so bored..seriously..my credit finish..ayoh dunno what to do now..but i want to do something..if only i got my shawls tadi it would be something that i've would been doing right now..im still searching ideas for my major assignment..oh come one..my creative side is so asleep right now..why??~!! tonight dunno what dinner will be..whatever..out~

SHOPPING : BUTIK SUNLAY

hallo~! kamek beli kain ela..just for my bf sister's wedding .. wahah pretty excited but dunno how it would turn out when it became a kebaya with me wearing it..hoho temanya OREN..

AIZAT - LAGU KITA

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Deras hatiku berdetak 
Di langit aku terlihat kamu 
Terang malam teman kita 
Dengan angin meniup sayu

Kupetik gitar akustik ini 
Dengan harapan dia mendengar 
Melodi indah yang kucipta 
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

Dan aku terus 
Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu 
Walau berjuta mendengar 
Lagu ini hanya untukmu

Arah hidup kita 
Tergambar bintang di angkasa 
Berkelip melukis cinta 
Terciptalah lagu kita

Oh..oh..oh 
Oh..oh..oooh

Melodi indah yang kucipta 
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

Dan aku terus 
Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu 
Walau berjuta mendengar 
Lagu ini hanya untukmu

Arah hidup kita 
Tergambar bintang di angkasa 
Berkelip melukis cinta 
Terciptalah lagu kita

Terciptalah lagu kita

AGNES MONICA - MATAHARIKU

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku

Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku
Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

MARKER DRAWING / RENDERING

Today i woke up and suddenly have the passion to learn and be better in marker rendering. Since for Major im doing and event and Prof bising nak marker rendering. So bangun je terus bukak youtube cari pasal marker rendering..and i come upon some awsome videos showing thier skills how to rendering markers..seriously i became so excited and passionate when i saw these video's and feeling pissed becoz of not discovering these videos earlier and can get the practice..grr anyway.. i know these artist ar professionals but even so they are very inspiring and giving hope to me especially when i suck at drawing..i even dont call myself a designer..wahah whatever.. so here's the videos that i want to share with you guys..hope u guys like it..credits to HarveyArtifex,MikeysTube~ 

i made this signature tag ~ my activity during bored time~ just wanna share..

Comparison

 

This dress is inspired by miley cyrus wore when she presenting pink in the VMA 2008.. Her dress for me is an eye catcher.

 

IN THE DARK

what is this im feeling..? im shredding tears all over my cheeks..there's this one couple i envy..even if u see it 4 urself..u know they are so happy...making each other so happy to the core..~ All the mistakes i have done..sometimes i think not even once i deserve what he has done to me..even so i still want him. Why am i hesitating right now..? is it ok if i compare my love life with other love life there is? is it fair? i feel i want to run away..~ letting him go and let him be..i deserve better..do i?our anual anniversary doesnt even feel like an anniversary.. i dont want to cry at night wishing and wanting something more from him..he's the guy..i mean is it ok that us women expects more from men? i dont give a fuck if im being too emotional..this is who i am..im right  here.. wanting him more then ever..there he is in his LaLa land having time of his life.. and im here..i feel stupid..He got DL for his exams..making me like an idiot for moaning over a relationship that i think im the one who's building it..i let him and gave him what he wants..i just want a relationship where im bella and he's the edward but in my case.. im the edward..wtf, even u..do u want that?He thinks he's so good enough..I'm freaking MAD because i cant feel the love..i want constant love and care..dont want to feel alone and  any type of sorrows ANYMORE..no more..i dont want.. Fuck it.. i will never have what i want.. asik aku je sacrifice.. its been long since i cried but tonight im crying..can't stop it..i want to run away..maybe single is the way to go..no crying..is it better to be with someone or the opposite? you know what.. i feel i want to be quite.. let all the feelings to be kept in my heart.. he's dumb enough to know it moreover to understands it..For u who's reading this..this is me..can't decide what i want and can't feel what i should suppose to feel..i'm messed up~ what ever..

SHOPPING : BUTIK SUNLAY

 

Hey~! just bought these two shawls at a great price at butik sunlay..have to grab it fast coz its selling so fast..  owh yeah this blog also sells cool beautiful fabrics..its an eye twister.. drop by at  http://butiksunlay.blogspot.com

SHOPPING : STRAWBERI

owh yeah..im a shawl addict...confession is made :P~ bought another two shawls at strawberionlinestore..

 

CLASSTRIP : PANGKOR ISLAND

Last two weeks, kamek pergi pangkor. For me, best la.. kitaorang gi sana for 3 days 2 nights. Let me story2 about my point of perspect about the trip. The trip is on 20,21,22 feb. Bertolak on friday morning..Awal bgn siot~! kol 530 dah bgn. So..berkumpul kat ktm shah alam around 7. Dah lama tak naik ktm..happy jer rasa.. dah sampai kl sentral beli sandwich kat dunkin. Lepas tuh turun tangga naik train. Agak lama lah jugak.. dah tido bangun pun tak sampai2 lagi..dalam train menangkap gambar album, tgk anak org,kacau org..so bila dah sampai ipoh, kitaorang berjln kaki ke perhentian bas nak gi ke lumut. Best giler naik bas yang hampir nak tercabut besi,tingkapnyer.. last naik pun kat melaka masa dip dulu,..for me best siot..! Lama siot naik bas.. dahlah panas, dah sampai kat jetty lumut..beli tiket ferri terus naik..dalam feri interview maman rupanya die first time gi pangkor begitu juga jamboo.  Bila dah sampai kat pangkor, naik van pink pergi ke chalet kamek. Penat..satu hari berjalan..serius penat..tapi bila dah sampai chalet i mean for me wow lah.. ntah lah bila tgk chalet terasa penat tuh hilang..so dah settle in.. tido jap.. petang tuh apa lagi semua bantai mandi laut..best woo~!! isk..dah lama tak mandi laut biru..isk..best lah mandi..tanam syaf dalam pasir jadi duyung khunsa..giler..hahah tergelak kamek bila memikirnyer.. malam tuh bedal like hell sebab lapar giler.. mlm tuh tgk raja lawak..bedal jajan semua..then tido..All the activity is done on the second day.. pagi gi snorkeling eee, at first mmg horror sebab tak pernah ikan dekat dgn badan.. mcm pirana pun ade..letak je roti..pergh berpusu2 dtg. agaknya ikan2 kat situ gemuk makan roti je.. snorkeling sampai lebam.. its not just a phrase but i really do have bruises at my feet, cuts and bleeding..and also im burned~! but its worth it..lunch kat island snorkeling tuh serius never experience like this in my life..treasuring it good. masa otw balik naik bot.. tergolek dalam bot.. bodo..jadi bahan je.. balik chalet mandi and such gi jenjalan beli burger..lapor..lepas tuh kan balik chalet tido petang tuh ade sukaneka..agak best lah sukaneka sampai sakit pinggang main limbo..banyak memory disitu..malam plak ade bbq..kitaorang tak bbq dah siap bbq kan..mwehehe ketam bakar layannnan..~lepas tuh kitaorang semua gi jenjalan tepi pantai..waahh best main buaian tepi pantai sambil makan abc..layan beb ..beli one souvenier for myself to remember this trip. still wearing it right now. lepak jap tepi pantai tgk org dating teringat bf..adehh alah lepas tuh balik bilik sebab nak berak tak tahan..beli kacang rebus..jajan..belasah jelah ade rembat bawak balik chalet. sambil makan tertido..,.bodo bgn pagi tgn ade koko krunch..sewel~ bgn2 je pagi tuh.. badan mcm kena hentak pun ade..sakit giler..lenguh2. ayoh..so breakfast.. bantai bilik air lagi lps tuh..packing lepas tuh bertolak balik.. masa balik naik ferry yang bleyh kuar and duduk kat atas..best siut..happy rasa.. semua tangkap gambar.. aku tgk jer..happy semua org..tgk diorang happy aku pun terasa happy..bila dah sampai jetty lumut.. lepak situ sementara tunggu bas kol 530 bertolak ke KL..beli krepek ikan yng 5 10 hengget tuh...tapi kamek beli campur dgn sotong strip..hehe makan kfc.. dalam bas tido, main game kat fon lepas tuh dgr adib berceloteh, kasi teka teki sama dgn tacap.. jawapan die rasa nak bunuh je dua orang tuh.. hadoyaii. dah sampai pudu.. kitaorg jalan ke ktm pasar seni tuh terus naik ke shah alam. then dalam ktm nik cakap kelas esoknyer ditunda ke 2.. seronoknyer rasa..tapi tgk takde..hahah so thats how the trip goes..seriously best for me.. and looking forward a trip such like this in the future. Luv my friends and missing to those that missing the trip. Checkout the pics.. thanks to adib~! out..~